I suddenly don’t have an interest in anything anymore.
i have no ambitions
i don’t want to hate the president
i don’t want to go to harvard
i don’t want to win the pulitzer prize
i just want to sit in my bathtub
and think about relationships i will never have
with people i will never meet
and then go lay in my bed
with a magnifying glass
and count all the stiches in my sheets
until i fall asleep
and wake up
to repeat again.